Dear God.....

Philippians 4:13  I can do all things through him who strengthens me. 

Dear God,

     I love you. I have believed in you my whole life. I read your word and pray to you every day. I have been told my entire life that you would never give me more than I can handle. I see your little miracles every day in my life, even amongst all of the strife I am going through, and I thank you. I still have full faith in you, and know that I am in your hands.

     I don't know if you are just really busy right now, I know the world is in chaos, but I am ready to break. You must have great faith in me and feel that I can handle all of this, but I am tired, exhausted is a better word. If I must handle more in my life, you must give me more strength! I am hanging from a rope with only on strand left, and that is beginning to fray. My tears feel like fire on my face. My heart feels shattered, battered and broken. Please heal it, Lord. I try to imagine my Mother's arms around me keeping me safe, giving me strength, but that image is fading. Please send my angel back to me just until I am stronger. I love you Oh Lord, and believe in you, and need you now more than ever. 

Your Faithful Daughter,

Roberta